how did it all start,again?

my heart was ripped
just now
gave me the feeling of headache
and emptiness
became so easy to be human
because humans just leveled down
on the same step with animals.
we are so alike,
we know good from bad
and chose bad,
chose hate,
chose ourselves
just like the chain of power,
you will be my breakfast,
i will eat you and look at you
deep inside
in your heart.
i will never get the chance
to know you
for you
i will know you
for me
and with you,my life will be better
for now.
i wish i was all alone because really
thats how i feel
and the emptiness inside my stomach
will not be filled
by any kinds.