moment

getting old,
getting closer and closer to myself.
getting to know me? getting to unknow me..
that's life, you think you know something and the next day
BOOM!
you don't.
'cos you realise how stupid you were yesterday,
how stupid you still are
aaand you ask yourself: how much stupidness can there be?
i mean, this is you..and if you don't know yourself?

the all time answer is: i know, i know, i was wrong doing that shit. we all do shit you know?
its like you smoke and you know you're poisoning yourself, what you are, what you are going to be
you know you'll regret it and you so easily do it.
we know this shit that's gonna happen,
after a while its so wrong to expect worse than it already is but shit,
that's what life is: a bunch of crap, one meal at a time
getting older, experiencing more but still not getting wiser...
...still waiting for it.