septemberish.

monday the 6th ended with the sweet 666
and today i find myself
fallen and ill
one step away from my to do list,
from year 3,
3,the magic number
3,the one i wished for
3,the one from my nightmares
and the one from my dreams.
i have some kind of ache
hurts my chest
hurts my senses
and my neck.
i cant breathe properly but im trying
im so close to it
and again,so far
i have to do the one thing,
the one step
and embrace my 3.
so it feels september,
we let ourselves go,
like the leaves fall from trees,
and we get close
to our futur,
destiny,
life,in fact.